This will be the first time for the next month or so that I will be alone to take care of Austin and the house all on my own and while I enjoy the moments of piece and quiet I get I am now dreading the time I will get alone with my thoughts. I'm managing to hold it all together when I can just think about what I need to get...
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<---- these smilies currently adequately describe how I feel I am confused and sad and yet more confused. I'm not yet sure how this will end (or if this, indeed, is the end) but after several hours of phone...