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So I thought it was about time I got back on this and gave a bit of an update. We got back off holiday last Friday and life has been almost back to normal. We had a lovely time in Northumberland, the weather was nice and we spent pretty much every day on the beach. Austin loved playing on the beach and paddling in the sea and having all the fresh air and sand and other children around him to play with (which just makes me more sad that we will have to wait so long for baby number 2). OH was allowed...

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This is my 'in use' stash... I've got more that are for sale and more that are waiting for her to grow into... :giggle:

Pockets:
2 Medium Ecobubs
3 Large-standard rise Weenotions
1 Medium Preston Pants
1 Large Slinky Minky
1 Medium PBPD
1 Medium Blueberry SS
2 Large standard Minkys

Onesize pockets: 6
2 Weenotions OS
2 Bumgenius
2 Blueberry OS

AI2s: 9
3 Medium Itti d lish
1 Large Itti d lish
3 Cute...

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I managed to be at the hospital for 30 minutes before a row broke out again today, OH still insists there is nothing wrong with him but I don't know what I did wrong today. Long story short he told me not to go back to the hospital to visit him so I think this time I won't, I'll wait for him to get in touch and tell me he wants to see me

it makes me sad that we have come to this when all I want is to be close...

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i'm just invisible here. no one gives a toss what i got to say, no one notices i am here. how can u feel so alone in a crowd, easy. be me.

so today is a little easier, last night was horrible, i felt so bad i just wish i could have curled up and died tbh. too much stress on me right now, from thsi whole parking thing coming back up to haunt me, to my daughter having some kind of eating disorder, she seems to be wasting away and nothing i do seems to help. it's hard to admit that i really do need...

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Well, after having a good rest last night, I feel better about the whole birth thing. As my dh keeps reminding me, in many ways there is no "battle", because we won't be having a hospital birth (unless need to transfer urgently). I am beginning to understand the comments on the AIMS website about women becoming so fed up with it that they even consider having no mw. While I wouldn't have an unassisted birth, I do feel more anxious about who will be attending, and whether I get a nice mw....

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