Yesterday was the day it was all officially over. No more hope that the baby would be born alive. Surprisingly it is actually quite a relief for all the worrying and stress to be over.
After my BFP I was waiting for a miscarriage, after the 12week scan I was waiting to be told there was no heartbeat at the 16 weeks scan. It was just like I was constantly waiting to be told the inevitable in my mind. So although I am very sad that the baby is lost, I am actually very pleased that all the worry is...
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I was leaning forward to help Austin do something on the floor and I just felt a big roll low down in my belly 
not getting too much of the smaller moves but I get a bit of fluttering and I think it was just down to how I was as the time...
