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this is what i'm working with now. still needs a bit adjustmet.

Pul-wrap

See, I said I'd forget about this. I used to be incredibly efficient, it came with being a journalist, you had to know who was where and doing what and when you could manage to pin down which person it was you needed to speak to.
I wouldn't say I used to hang around on the streets but there were odd occasions when I'd just happen to bump into the councillor/policeman etc that I needed to ask something when they left the supermarket or the pub!

But, since having James, I have the memory of a sieve....

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Nearly finished, just need some pixie knits

XS
Jade itti
Purple itti
6x diddy diapers (dyed)
5x fuzzis
2x sandies
Purple thirsy
Aqua thirsty
Sage swaddlebee
Purple swaddlebee
Serged FF
Winter scene JR
Elliot elephant JR
Marble dyed LHC
red/orange/yellow HO
rainbow knit FnS
Turquoise/chocolate LWI DnF
Spring Greens puddlekins
Kumquat Choo-Choo mutt

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Personalised rainbow stripe...

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I don't know what to feel or what I am supposed to be doing. Today has just been a day of waiting to go into labour. It doesn't look like its going to happen so need to go back to hospital tomorrow for further induction.

Feeling are changing from one minute being accepting of the horrible news and dreading the following days and feeling sad for my loss, to being ok with it because it is only a foetus and I 'knew' that it was going to end badly and then to the other extreme. I feel like I have hope,...

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but I'm having a bad day

I had a "scare" (more of my hoping that AF was late for a reason and getting my hopes up stupid stupid stupid!!!!) she seems to be here now.
Unfortunately now I am once again desperate for another baby and not just run of the mill "oh I think I fancy another baby" I mean I am really desperate for a baby. It's awful, every night I go to sleep and I dream I am pregnant...

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