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Well, BB's still very sore...... nice high temp this morning

not much AF cramps but getting the odd one today, with abit of back aching. I started to sneeze alto yesterday and last night got that tell tale tingly cold feeling in the back of my nose and throat. Runny nose today and feel like I have a really mild cold. Very very tired...... But think that is the cold and being kicked awake at 4am...

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Before the plan settling took from 7pm til 10pm or until i gave in and got inbed with isobella. She would not sleep in her cot. Nighttime wakings were upto every hour so started the no cry sleep solution on Monday coupled with changing her cot to a toddler bed.

MONDAY

Nap log
Not a usual day due to long car journey
9.30 fell asleep, by car movement,in the car,and stayed asleep for the journey for 3 hours
3pm fell asleep travelling back by car movement,in the car,and stayed asleep for 1 hour

prebedtime...

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So this time it's me. Today I went to see the doctor about being tested for Huntington's disease, which runs in my family. I actually came away feeling much better about it, not for myself, I can live with that, for me not knowing is worse than anything else. For the fact that apparently while it is unlikely there is anything that can be done if I have it, it is quite likely that, should Austin get the disease, there will be some sort of treatment. The dr I saw today was much better than any other...

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I may well be tempting fate here but, can it really be that the whole rubbish cancer saga is over!? OH had his last round of chemo last night and I still don't think it has sunk in. I mean sure he still has to get better and come home and we have the follow up appointments but is it really done with? I still keep waiting for them to turn around and tell us that he has to go back. I hope he's home for Christmas!!!

I know that many of you will read this and judge me to be a horrible person because of it and to be honest I don't think that you have any real right to judge me until you can say you have spend time in my shoes and been through what I have these last 6 months. Much of this is self pity so if you don't care I suggest you stop reading now.
I would like to think that in the last 6 months I have been amazingly strong in the face of what I have had to deal with. This has forced me to change just about...

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