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This middle bit of pregnancy is a bit strange, I know that I am pregnant, and my growing bump is evidence but I just don't feel pregnant. It's easy to forget (unless I'm trying to put on socks or something and then there is very definitely a new obstacle). I can definitely feel baby moving about, but it' not the big obvious movements I remember from last time, it's more...

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right, so thought i'd better write something pregnancy related now, no idea how far on we actually are just yet, all i know is Taliesin is just 21weeks old and i have to be at least 6 weeks pregnant. have been feeling vile so far this time, really sick, living on red bull like it should be drip fed, seems to be the only way to kick my energy off, but most things going down right now are coming back up pretty soon too, which is making me think this time it's a girl. i could be so wrong, but been on...

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Holly is now 10 days old and I have just put her in a Little Gumnut fitted and Gen-Y wrap. A part of me wishes we had started sooner but I wanted to wait for her stump to come off first which it now has (cord stumps scare me :lol:

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so we will see how today goes and hopefully by the end of the day we will have some idea of what is going to work ...

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So this time it's me. Today I went to see the doctor about being tested for Huntington's disease, which runs in my family. I actually came away feeling much better about it, not for myself, I can live with that, for me not knowing is worse than anything else. For the fact that apparently while it is unlikely there is anything that can be done if I have it, it is quite likely that, should Austin get the disease, there will be some sort of treatment. The dr I saw today was much better than any other...

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Yesterday was the day it was all officially over. No more hope that the baby would be born alive. Surprisingly it is actually quite a relief for all the worrying and stress to be over.

After my BFP I was waiting for a miscarriage, after the 12week scan I was waiting to be told there was no heartbeat at the 16 weeks scan. It was just like I was constantly waiting to be told the inevitable in my mind. So although I am very sad that the baby is lost, I am actually very pleased that all the worry is...

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