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I feel a need to get ready for baby. I don't know why. I have bought my hospital things, I *think* I have got everything for my hospital bag. I think I need to start packing, I feel a *need* to get on and do things but I really want to slow down and enjoy this Christmas with Austin. I can't believe I have less than 80 days until my due date, baby's clothes are all ready, even though we still need to pick up a couple of things I feel like we're getting there but something is missing. Picked up a...

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I am so relieved to be home and cosy. I had a bad night last night and had to be up at 6:45am to get ready for work in Staffordshire. As it turned out there was a mix-up and the job was cancelled, so I was able to peel off the layers and layers of clothes I'd donned in preparation for a long cold morning/afternoon outside looking for signs of bats, birds etc. I got a lift back from my boss/colleague as dh had dropped me off before going to work. I am sooo sleepy, and will...

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I don't know what to feel or what I am supposed to be doing. Today has just been a day of waiting to go into labour. It doesn't look like its going to happen so need to go back to hospital tomorrow for further induction.

Feeling are changing from one minute being accepting of the horrible news and dreading the following days and feeling sad for my loss, to being ok with it because it is only a foetus and I 'knew' that it was going to end badly and then to the other extreme. I feel like I have hope,...

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I am delepoing the theory that the beginning of my "weeks" are ok in regards to symptoms and they get worse as the week progresses. Today has been quite good, possibly also helped by the fact I have snacked more or less constantly but we shall see.
We have attempted night 2 of Austin in his big boy bed as when I took him up he requested, after being put in the cot, to be moved to his new bed but thus far he is still avoiding sleep and opting for he stand at the stair gate and shout approach...

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Today dh woke up and I heard him exclaim. The snow which had melted a bit yesterday was steadily being replenished this morning, and it was snowing very heavily. So, I have been lucky enough to have his company at home (how sad am I?! :hohoho:

). More snow is expected this weekend, too. We have about 6 inches of snow here already. Quite a bit has melted off the trees and roads...

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