Hi
So I have a 16 month old son and im also currently 6 months pregnant.
I cosleep, breastfeed still and try to do attachment parenting. My son doesn't sleep through, is very clingy to me (or maybe attached is a better word?). We're togther all day everyday and all night and I love that but sometimes I get soo overwhelmed.
And I get angry over stupid things that are not important but even though I know there not important I STILL get angry.
The things that anger me are when:
My son is hard to settle to sleep even though he is tired. Or he wont stop crying during the night because I wont let him twiddle my nipple or nurse him when my breasts are hurting.
Or when Im trying to clean/cook/eat and he wants to be held and I cant get anything done.
When im changing his nappy and his cnstantly kicking off me whole time and rolling around and crying.
When he throws his bowl of food all over the place.
I get REALLY frustrated. I become someone who I am normally not and it scares me. I am worried that one day I will hurt him out of my anger and I dont know what to do.
I wish I could not care about the housework, or I was more relaxed about his sleeping habbits at night. I dont want to be the type of mother who puts housework before children. I worry that hes becoming more clingy because of the times when I have refused to pick him up and I've not been a loving mum to him. I know whilst im angry that its wrong but It soo hard for me to just relax :s
I know that he is doing anything wrong, its ME that has the problems.
Ok, that all sounds really bad. This doesn't happen often, but I really want it to stop. I wish i could just sit down with him all day and make the most of him being soo young whilst I can.
Does anybody know what to I can do? xxx
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