Could you just stop giving her milk? That'll stop her from peeing
seriously though don't beat yourself up about it. If using cloth is in the 'too hard' basket then take a break. You don't need to commit yourself to using disposables just as you don't need to commit to using cloth.
Why not take a break until after xmas, then see how you feel?
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