Pack all your cloth away hun , buy enough sposies to last atleast a couple of weeks and then see how you feel after that.
This is what i did 2 xmas's ago and it did wonders. I was *this* close to giving it all in but i really didnt want it deep down , soooo i packed everything away at the start of the december and didnt even think about it again until the new year. It was just what i needed esp in the run up to xmas and fabulous opening it all up again - the break made me fall in love with cloth all over again
and the love affair is still going strong now with NN at 3.5 years
You have a lot going on atm , add that with the stresses of xmas and you really dont need to deal with cloth problems too