I managed to be at the hospital for 30 minutes before a row broke out again today, OH still insists there is nothing wrong with him but I don't know what I did wrong today. Long story short he told me not to go back to the hospital to visit him so I think this time I won't, I'll wait for him to get in touch and tell me he wants to see me
it makes me sad that we have come to this when all I want is to be close to him and for him to tell me he's ok and we will be ok but instead he's pushing me further away. I don't know what I'm doing wrong
I guess I'll just have to wait and hope that we sort this before he comes home...... and if not that he comes home and w can sort it then.
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January 2019
November 2018
