OK, so I am sorry to everyone who is reading and waiting for a positive blog but this is not it
, though hopefully it wont be too much of a self pity mission either 
.I am just starting to feel like everything is dragging out, my days are all rolling into one (I hate to think how OH must be feeling) but it just seems like such a long time since we were told its almost over and it seems like such a long time until it will be. Oh and just to add a nice big black cloud to my horizon our landlord happened to mention that since he has sold his house his mum wants to live here so she wants us moved into one of his other houses so she can have the house we worked so hard on getting into a happy home for us (the other house is not in as nice an area and if the state this place was in is anything to go on it'll be a hole!). He says he has told her no because OH is ill but that is not a comfort, it just makes me think that once he is better he'll ask us to leave
I like our house and we spent so much moving, decorating and everything else, we can't afford to do it again and I don't want to. I love our house so much, it's the perfect location, perfect everything. I wish we were in a position to buy it, because I'd offer him the money in a heartbeat *sigh*Well so much for not being a self pity mission
sorry readers