I'm slightly afraid of what comes next. It's been so long since we had a baby and we have routines now and big kids that have their own independence and it's just such a change. I'm actually fairly sure itll all be fine and I know we'll love this baby no matter what and he big siblings are going to dote on him, it's just such a change.
Oddly I'm quite excited for labour, i don't relish the thought of it but after the length or a pregnancy and how long comes after it's such a short space of time.
So here's to a new year and a new chapter, scary though it is
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