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I don't know what to feel or what I am supposed to be doing. Today has just been a day of waiting to go into labour. It doesn't look like its going to happen so need to go back to hospital tomorrow for further induction.

Feeling are changing from one minute being accepting of the horrible news and dreading the following days and feeling sad for my loss, to being ok with it because it is only a foetus and I 'knew' that it was going to end badly and then to the other extreme. I feel like I have hope,...

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Well AF has arrived today. I've been expecting a visit for the past week so it wasn't a surprise which is why, I think, I don't feel *too* disappointed. It was only our 1st cycle too, So it would've been amazing if I had managed it first time round!!! So yep, feeling all quite chilled about it atm.

With Ben it took 5 cycles ttc, and I was getting my cycles back to normal after oming of the pill. this time I haven't got that extra worry of getting a contraceptive out of my ystem (and a little...

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So had my scan this morning. I was right. The baby is gone. Such a blow at this stage. Heartbeat and movement found at 20 week scan so has died at some point in the last 2 or 3 weeks.

Got to think about undoing everything now. Untelling people. Packing up the baby clothes etc. The worst bit is having to deliver the baby. Seems so cruel to have to go through that and not have a baby at the end of it.

Hopefully they will find a reason for it but as I said in blog yesterday I knew it was not going...

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Hi there, I'm new here!
I am loving cloth nappies! They're so much fun but so addictive. I can see myself spending way too much if I'm not careful lol!
I'm trying loads of different brands and all seem to be pretty good except any "small size" doesn't fit Holly very well.
Holly is my youngest- born 27 jan 2009. I have another called Emma born 29 May 2004, and yes, you are right she is turning...

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Hello everyone.
I'm going to be showing all my items that are going on sale in here my blog.

This all started with me wanting a go at painting some clothes on the 14th of January.
Later that night i started with cupcakes on an old vest -

I was happy with the result but thought they were a bit simple for what i was aiming for.

All you lovely CNT ladies were really supportive giving me...

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Huge mix of emotions

onto ttc - Cycle 2

Wasn't meant to be. :(

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