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Tomorrow will be OH's first day of chemo and I currently have no idea how I feel about it I don't even know what to write. I have to be strong but sometimes just want to curl up in a corner. Austin can't spend much time with him because he just gets bored and has to be taken out of the hospital, I'm worried he will barely get to see OH if he gets bored and OH is too ill. I'm still not convinced this isn't all some horrid nightmare.

OK so OH has been home for a whole week now so this isn't really news but I just wanted to write down a bit.
It has all been ok, much better than I expected actually, we have had a few minor niggles but nothing like what I thought it was going to be. He has been quite good at clearing up after himself and only had one day of being a miserable grump so it looks like he picked up his personality at the door :giggle:

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So I figured I may as well use my blog to document my new healthy lifestyle regime including going back to doing tap dancing.
I did tap as a child and then from 17-24, now I'm 36 and need some exercise.

First class
It's changed so much! Everything is low, modern and fast. It used to be so high up on the balls of your feet, 42nd street style. I enjoyed it but my balance was all over the place (I'm blaming my sinusitus or possibly being much heavier that when I last went) I did just about keep...

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I'm so bored of the constant getting better getting worse of OH's treatment, I swear they all have different copies of his notes. The worst part is it just all feels so much of the same, there is nothing to look forward to atm, no little thing to look forward to at the end of it all, except him coming home obviously but I mean a proper something to celebrate the end of it all. The only thing to look forward to atm is the fact that he will be coming home only to come back again and thats not something...

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Miss Kitty is 6mths today. There were many, many time that I thought we'd never see this day, and I am thrilled that she is so healthy. We are celebrating with new knitted lovliness - a dress for her, a fidget for me - and some blw. For a few weeks now she has been grabbing and gumming anything she can, so we are officially on the journey towards food. Of course, the dairy free thing makes it...

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