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I want OH to come hooooooooommmmmmmme!!!!

that is all

5+6 today and boy I feel rough. Typically it is DS2's birthday.

Have been sick this morning for the first time. I have been nauseous for a few days but managed to hold it in but this morning it wasn't going to go away.

Have my Dr's appointment on Thursday so maybe when I am in the system it might all start feeling real. Not that it doesn't feel real. I know I am pregnant and am certainly feeling it but mentally I don't feel quite as excited as I thought I would. We tried for this baby and wanted...

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So OH has had his line for his chemo put in today, he has had to have a dual line so they can give him blood and platelets while he is having his chemo. It all feels a bit dreamy at the moment, I've had moments where I have had to stop and question if this is really all happening but I'm guessing it must be as OH hasn't come home yet. We have been told his immune system is no longer working so he may not be allowed home at the weekend but so far the plan is he will come home on Saturday (after blood...

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I took the opportunity to have a half hour private lesson on the same horse but it was my riding instructors (RI) day off so i had a different one. My canters are still abit ropey at times. She said my position in trot is good but then i lean forward trying to get the horse into canter as if i am urging him to go into canter and then i get all unbalanced in my position.

I am still enjoying the lessons though and keeping it fun!!

8+5

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14 week (Taken because my normal trousers no longer fit and I want to remember how big I was. ...

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