He's gone
I had to have him put to sleep yesterday and now I cant get a grip and stop crying
Only 4 weeks ago he was fine, then he had a bit of diarrhoea so I took him to the vet who found a little lump in his bowel ran some blood tests which came back normal, we thought it might be cancer, he was put on to meds and antibiotic jags just incase. On Christmas eve he had lost about 1/3 0f his weight because of the constant diarrhoea but the vet was hopeful as the lump hadnt changed or grown. I took him in for a check up on Thursday as he had lost more weight but was eating twice as much we changed his meds and on Sunday he stopped eating, i got an emergency appointment for him on Monday morning and they gave him something to stimulate his appatite and a pain killer as they thought the antibiotics may have caused it but he barely ate a thing on Monday Yesterday at 9.30 I took him back and his liver and gall bladder were swollen too, we think the cancer had spread right through him so we had to make the heartbreaking decision to have him put to sleep I feel so guilty, I must have missed the signs that he was ill, he hasnt been as cuddly since Emily was born and I hadnt made an effort to be with him as much as I should have
The vet was lovely and I have taken him to the pet crem to be cremated, I am going in a bit to collect his ashes.
I know he was only a cat but I cant stop cying.
R.I.P. Magic baby I miss you already xxx
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