Huge
hun.
We lost our 10yr old kitty last March and it broke my heart.
Let yourself grieve for Magic he was a part of your family and it will take time to process and absorb
everything but it will get better.
I still have times when I'm a bit weepy but it's more remembering the happy times and just missing
her, I know that will never leave me but that's ok, it's how I carry her with me