Finally had a positive hospital appointment.
I saw another consultant (mine was keen for me to have a second opinion), went through whole history (RMCs), and last times birth and after effects/complications, and why I am keen to VBAC, reasons for anxiety etc...
I can't remember if I have previously said, but Jacob born nearly 12y after an uneventful pregnancy by EMCS following 2d+ labour. Post op infections continued for months and I required repeated surgeries. Since then I have suffered 15 miscarriages (3 late, and 1 ectopic). This pregnancy has been far from smooth sailing with an early SCH, 1/50 DS risk (declined amnio), brain cyst at 20 weeks scan(now resorbed), an RTA leading to threatened labour at 28 weeks, and most recently a hospital stay with sepsis
Anyway, today's consultant said that IF I am well by then, the most sensible plan is to come in early to MLU planning to labour there, but to find out availability of the pool room on CLU at that point with a low tolerance to transfer over if necessary. I'm happy with this as all I wanted was the chance to VBAC. He also discussed foetal ECG to reduce false positives for foetal distress (my main reason for not wanting continuous monitoring) should I wind up in CLU. As I was expecting another consultant to read put stats and ignore me, I am over the moon with this compromise.
I saw the anaesthetist too (Iam allergic to every drug going, so they need to plan...), who discussed plans for various eventualities, and was lovely, and spent time reassuring me of viability at this stage even if I deliver tonight.
I currently tick all the monitoring boxes for ELCS (stats still all over the place recovering from sepsis, scar and abdo pain+ and exhausted) so things have to improve and me become well again for this to happen, but its nice to hear that assuming I get better rather than worse ten I may be allowed to labour normally.
I am seeing my consultant tomorrow to discuss an actual plan, as the possibility of early ELCS has been mentioned, especially if my scar is looking dicey on tomorrow's scan. Still fighting off re admission, but at present they are happy for me to stay at home so long as I am getting no worse
I do feel that there are some real positives here, and that these appointments, whilst not ideal, have gone as well as I could hope for under the circumstances
Will update with a plan tomorrow x
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